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So I finished reading Wicked Angels today. I new it was going to end badly. But not as badly as it really did. I couldn't be more horrified. I mean yes I understand the context for the novel, but seriously. They could've done it together, they could have made it. But they were shaped by their society and this lead to danger. It was dangerous long before the end however. But they had the fly in your face attitude. Which was cool. But they seemed to need to prove they were men to each other. Which proved dangerous, and deadly. Hmm, fucking crazy french.
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[16 Oct 2006|05:21pm] |
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Has anyone else heard the Scissors Sisters new single!? HOLY BEND ME OVER AND FUCK ME SILLY!! It is so amazing. Like words don't even. Well I'm sure I could find some amazing words that would properly or rather closely describe it. And the music video!!!!!!!! Holy Sweet Jesus of Mexican Vacations!!!!!!!!!!! I love it possibly more than I love cock and if you really know me you know that Eric loving something more than cock takes AAAAAA LLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT of love. Holy mother of pearl I think I might have to shit myself out of sheer excitement. This is sooooooo FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANd did I mention how much I want RAPE/FUCK/MOLEST/TOUCH INAPPROPRIATELY/SEXUALLY ABUSE/LICK/KISS/FUCK/BLOW/SUCK/TOUCH/MOLEST/FEEL UP the lead singer? Hellz yes I really just want to touch his crotch. Just a little bit. Well a lot. I want to touch it a lot. And for a long time. And his eyes. I think I might explode with the need. Damn him for been so sexually attractive. Fucker.....
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[06 Sep 2006|04:21pm] |
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So like I was all worried about who would replace Carol and if they would be good enough. I was so worried about some outside replacement that it didn't hit me, until Bev and Richard were asking me if I wanted Carol's job, that I had ALL of Carol's skills. Of course I had that little nagging voice inside asking why they just didn't pick me, but I just pushed it aside. But oh my god I'm soooo happy. Now I don't have to search far and wide for a new retail job. Oh YES!!!! This is so awesome. And now I'll be able to pay for the new rent we have and JUST YES!!!!!!!!!
This is so awesome. First promotion EVER. GOOD JOB SELF!!!!
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[19 Aug 2006|12:02pm] |
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I'm bringing sexy back. Well Justin where did your sexy go? Huh? Where'd it go?? Well apparently it got blown up in that hotel you were staying at. Seriously WTF is with that? What does exploding hotewl rooms have to do withJustin trying to get laid? I seem to be missing the point. Though I do love the lines "Dirty babe, you see theseshackles, I'm your slave. I'll let you whop me if I misbehave. It's just that no one makes me feel this way." That's me favourte line.
And is it just me or does someone need to enroll Sean Paul into english lessons? I think a good couple years of english with take care of that problematic blabber that comes out of his mouth. Yes indeed.
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| OMFG! DAMN PROVS!!! |
[04 May 2006|10:59pm] |
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So today while I wait patiently for Mira to finish in the tattoo parlour I bought myself a newspaper, the Calgary Herald to be exact. What I found in it was horrible. I wonderful man, who is an Albertan MLA, named Ted Morton is putting forth a bill, Private Member's Bill 208 - the Protection of Fundamental Freedoms (Marriage) Statutes Amendment Act. In case you're wondering this bill would allow teachers to opt out of teaching "gay" material. It also would make it required for parents of students to be notified when "gay" material is going to be taught in their child's classes, thus allowing them tje option of removing their child from said classes. Further more it would also allow clergy and marriage commissioners to refuse to perform same-sex unions.
Now there has been some grief over this already and it is expected that the bill will be "watered down" or fail completely. It has already passed it's second reading and will go for another go on Monday. Though it will probably come be cut completely down to a bill forbidding sanctions against people expressing their opinions for or against same-sex marriage. Which is okay as long as we recognize the difference between hate-mongering and expressing your opinion.
Anyways I feel that Mr. Morton's original bill is totally dumb. D-U-M-B. First of all teacher's have no values or opinions whilst working as they are paid to teach information to their students in the most un-baised way possible. So if they are told to teach "gay" material they teach it with a straight face, even if God whispers to them at night saying "fags are bad." Secondly giving parents the option of taking their children out of classes where their children will come into contact with "gay" material is absolutely retarded. If this were to happen homophobic parents would keep their children out of said classes and instill them with THEIR homophobia. Teaching about homosexuality in the classroom is a good way to DETER discrimination against homosexual people. Allow parents to remove their child from this education creates an atmoshpere in which hate will breed. Third, clergy have a CONSTITUTIONAL right to not preform same-sex unions if their church doesn't permit it. I do believe the Chater of Rights and Freedoms allows for religious freedom. Fourthly, and I will quote the Herald's quote from MLA Dave Taylor, "allowing marriage commissioners to opt out of officiating over gay marriages is tantamount to slacking. You do the work you're hired for. If you can't, 'to quote so many free enterprisers: Find another job.'"
Anyways that's me destroying Ted Morton's little vision. Sorry Ted. NOT!! And of course our own wonderfully resplendid Bishop Fred Henry had something to say about this. He was disappointed the provincial government didn't give Ted Morton's bill it's support. Did you notice the whole "Private member's bill 208" thing, yeah that's what happens when your party doesn't support it. And in the case of Ted Morton this means the Conservatives, the leaders of Alberta. Says something when our own party won't help you. Well at least the government recognizes controversy when it sees it, to quote the Herald again "..several MLAs..indelicately claim it fires up rabid anti-gay agitators who confuse human prejudice with the will of God." But of course Bishop Henry is displeased "'I thought that...(Klein) would be foremost in promoting this. I was rather surprised it wasn't part of the government agenda.'" How sad, did we miss the whole confusing human prejudice with the will of God part Fred? Apparently. Do us a favour Bishop Henry. Catch AIDS and die. Thanks.
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I wonder if it's too much to ask? I think it is. We're all just a bunch of greedy fucking bastards. How could we possibly do anything like that? It requires to much of us. Never in my whole life have I been this ashamed to be human. I just feel like dying. Dealing with my own species is too fucking depressing. I saw Blu just today, he's always so happy so loving.
Is it to much to ask?
Too much to love?
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[08 Aug 2005|01:13pm] |
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So this weekend was fun...I guess. Had to bug Lawrence out of bed on Saturday morning though. But I did go to the Stamps game on Staurady night. It was fun. I love watching football. I think if I pay attention to a few more games I'll start to understand it. YAY!! Well after the football game, which btw the Stamps won (30-21 against Winnipeg), we went to my Uncle Kieth's house for a little get together. It was like the whole Hickie side of the family, almost, since my Uncle Colin wasn't there. *shakesfist* He should come and visit us in Calgary. I'm sure the weather's better here than in London. But anyways it was fun nonetheless. WE had this really, really awesome pie. OMG! it was soooooo good, I think it was raspberry custard or something to that effect. And we played Cranium. Oh how I love playing Cranium. It's just sooo fun and plus Uncle Kieth, Evan and I kicked everyone's ass! That's right I am the Cranium MASTER!!!!! And then as we were prolonging our exit from the gathering my brother reminded my Auntie Diane that I STILL had her books that I borrowed like seven years ago. And the thing is I still have them! Though tey kind of fell apart when I was reading them so I was afraid to give them back. You see my Auntie Diane is like me when it comes to books, so I was afraid. Though if she still remembers and hold s it against me I should probably return them and apologize. But whatever, the books are at my mom's house.
And then comes Sunday. Yay! My and my dad did all our laundry, all four emmense mounds of it at some laundromat. But it's done and I have clothes to wear again. YAY!!! After that me and dad chilled at home playing computer games I was playing Diablo and he was playing Battlefield 1942. Still no internet. We tried though. But my dad couldn't find the discs and fucking Telus is on strike so we can't get anything from them. Le sigh. At four o'clock we went to Don's house for a BBQ. It was nice, full of laughs. I met Karen's son Zack, he's so like me it's scary. But of ourse mutual shy-ness prevented any real connection. Oh well Not to much of a loss, not like I see him all the time. After that we bowed out and went home. I watched Gladiator and Dad went to bed. He's gone for another week. Le sigh. Lawrence phoned but I think he ended but a little pissed off at me. Le grande sigh.
And still no hope on the job front. I have to phone Roger's today because if I don' I know I'll be hounded by fifty different people over it. I think I'm going to have to stop being picky. I'm probably going to have to settle for some restaurant. YAY!! Oh and I was soo happily informed that most times job hunting and getting jobs in general relies on who you know. You have to have connections. Yay.....I should just kill my self now. I'm NEVER going to have connections. And I really don't know anyone WITH connections. Well I do but not like there a help to me really. Le grande sigh - times 2.
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[23 Jun 2005|10:48am] |
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Alarm went off at six, almost went catatonic. Picked up thw Witching Hour, slowly, it took forever to open it and read the first few words on the page I was at. I did it though and then BAM! I was awake. I read till 6:50am then I got up and dressed (no shower b/c my parents are hxc into the water conserving). Then had four pieces o toast with strawberry cream cheese for breakfast. Went to school at 7:18am. Slowly, ever so slowly tried to study. Got through reviewing of unit 4, at least I can do that. Alex came. Starting rushing through Units 2 and 3. Trying desperately to cram in enough knowledge to pass. I didn't study that much last night. Tried working on the review problems in the Notes and Problems book. Thats probably the only reason I can feel the least bit confident about attempting any of the momentum/conservation of energy problems. Went and worte Part A of Physics. Nearly died of relief b/c the questions weren't hard at all, a little tricky, but not hard. Finished exam with ten minutes to spare. ended up waiting 15 b/c Pru needed to get his poop in a group. Went for lunch at Wendy's, tried to buy 2 burgers and a drink, not enough money. Got 1 burger and a drink (ice tea no ice <- Lawrence's fault). It was a good lunch. I have to take my allergy pill after 11am but before I write Part B of Physics. I just know that, like Chem, Part B will be absolutely brutal. Lawrence is suppose to come to school but I don't know when. I'm going scooter home b/c my scooter has been sitting in my locker for like two weeks waiting for the triumphant scoot home! It'll be so amazing. Maybe I can get Lawrence to come home with my and share my shot of gin (it tastes really nasty so I don't think I can do one whole shot). And then maybe we can have celebratory sex. Shit, shit. Can't do that till the 28th. Damn Social exam, well Lawrence's not mine.
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[04 Jun 2005|12:28pm] |
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Okay I just fucking remembered from monday night when I stumbled upstiars drunk to ask Mira's parents for the other bottle of Pepsi....
Oh god I had a good laugh over that one...
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[02 Jun 2005|01:08pm] |
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Ok so like I haven't updated in a while but that's okay. Monday was Grad. It was fucking awesome!! My and Miche got soooo drunk it wasn't even funny. Though I was still drunk the next morning it was all good. Monday night was SO FUN!! I cannot stress this enough!! LOL!!
Anyways nothing else new to chit chat and inform you of. Because well my life is boring.
<3's y'all. Peace.
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[22 May 2005|05:57pm] |
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Watch your parents, they're tricky. They'll get you to agree to all their rules by stating that you won't have a home should you break the said rules.
Every tricky aren't they?
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Major fight with parents
Ran away.
To Lincoln's house.
Stayed the night. At home now but I'm still afraid my step dad might end up wacking me good.
They want to talk to me.
So guess what that means! Dictatorship here we come.
Can't wait to move out.
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[16 Apr 2005|07:25pm] |
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You know you've hit rock bottom when your jealous of your 14 yr. old sister. The only thing that could bring me lower would be Taylor.
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[16 Apr 2005|05:17pm] |
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So like today I was just sitting in my room and then my brother comes down and is all like "There's someone at the door for you." And of course I believe him so I go upstairs and there's no one there and my brother was just laughing and running into my room to piss me off. I was so upset I had a total flip out. My brother was so scared that he didn't bother me for the rest of the day. But he really didn't know how much his little trick hurt me. But then again who would come to get me from my house.
My uncle gave my mom the Killer's tickets to give to me. But she's being a total cow today so she's not giving them to me, because she's not sure I deserve them. Le sigh. I think I might cry.
<3's y'all. Peace.
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[22 Jan 2005|11:33pm] |
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You think there is no possible way God smacks you in the face and says here. And then of course you end up with like the ten feats of Heracules to complete. THANK YOU LORD IN HEAVEN FRO PILING THIS NO ME WHEN I LEAST EXPECTED IT!
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[05 Jan 2005|09:32pm] |
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take me away to my Serenissima
fly me on cold white winds
sail me on crystal green waters
show me jungles and mountains
take me to countries fallen
hide me amongst the ruins
show mw mercy and show me dreams
give me wings and give me breath
hiding from fate
hiding from fate
show me the road of golden streaks
speed me through swaying grass
and sighing trees
swing me in gentle spring sunlight
wrap me in serene winter glory
feel the raindrop hit my cheek
show me wonders and wheat
take me through time
take me through thought
hide me from fate
hide me from fate
give me soft twinkling of stars
give me harsh glare of sand
let the serpent bite
let the horse run it's course
bring me to the land of giants
set me upon elephants backs
strip me down
wash my sins
nuture my flaws
show me destiny
show me destiny
show me moonlight and sunlight
hear the whispers of dark
embrace the pulse
run me down
kiss my face
let the snow whirl about me
hiding from fate
hiding from fate
take me away to my Serenissima
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[04 Dec 2004|12:45am] |
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So my parents won a digital camera but they had to go to this meeting thing to get it and when they got there it was a buy our product and you get a free gift meeting. So my parents declined ever though they were supposed to be guarnteed the camera anyways.
So that sucks. I was sooooo looking forward to finally having a digital camera. But alas my dreams were shattered. I was emmensely(sp?) looking forward to being able to take pictures regularly all time. But no.
Today I got to play X-men Legends (a game for PS2). It was uber fun. I loved it. It makes me want to buy a PS2, though I want an X-box more. But it's really late and I have to work tomorrow so I should probably stop.
<3's y'all. Peace
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| Just Can't Effing Win Can I? |
[14 Nov 2004|10:30pm] |
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Take the risk. Live life to it's fullest. I'm haunted eternally by those words. They're always there lurking in the back of my mind ready to spring forward and make me cry. See the thing is they're like demanding parents who dream for me. They always want me to try harder and better to fulfill they're dreams. But unlike idiot parents I want to make these word's dreams come true I want it not only for them but for myself as well. But try as I might I can't do it. I try and try which is hard because I have a shy nature. And then when I do try and cry "YAY!" and dance and feel fulfilled it suddenly comes crashing down like a broken light fixture. It even fucking cuts me. Even now I feel my metaphorical blood flowing down my scalp. It like nothing I do can work. Try to make friends and get cut down. I just can't do it. I'll never be able to do it. Maybe I should just lie on the floor and bleed to death...
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